Intensely jealous and insecure
July 27th, 2006 → Leave a comment
I would just like to share with everyone that sometimes, when I hear about the accomplishments of other Asian American women my age, I find myself bitterly jealous and insecure about my own achievements.
It is perhaps my greatest hubris.
If anyone would like to help me with this deficit, please drop me a line. I feel so alone at times in my ridiculous jealousy and don’t know what to do with myself. Why do I feel this way? Is it that I feel like I am on the wrong path? That I am not trying hard enough? That I think it’s easier for someone else to be more successful than me? That there can only be “one” of us?
Please, help. Jealousy is the worst emotion ever.
That is all.